On June 2nd, 2011 my husband James and I went into the hospital around 5 am. I was beyond ready to give birth and to see our sweet boy who had been very active the couple months before. Even though this was a whole new experience for me and James, things went pretty ‘normally’ from what I knew. The time came for him to come and the doctor laid him up on me so we could finally meet him! Ryan didn’t have much of a cry, he was pretty quiet. Before I could even think to count all ten fingers and toes, I noticed that Ryan was obviously missing some fingers on his left hand. I was shocked and devastated and at that moment it seemed like no one else saw it. Click here to read more.